Recovery, Relapse, Relationship (part 13)

(Continued from the last post. Click here to catch the whole story from the beginning.)

I brought a bottle of wine to dinner that evening, as a peace offering. Ted and Clydene were obviously starting to work things out, and that made me happy. I apologized to Ted, and he clearly was uncomfortable with that. I think he wanted to apologize to me, because he looked apologetic, sheepish almost, but maybe he didn’t know how. We discussed the weather, television, politics, anything but what had originally brought us together. This was shortly after Sam Baedes had been promoted to chief, and the memory of Lando Benitez was still fresh in my mind. I discovered that Ted, being a criminal defense lawyer, had a unique view into how the system worked. And hidden well under layer upon layer of tough outer skin, I also discovered, he had a heart, a big heart made of pure gold. But that’s a different story.

I didn’t immediately tell Clyde about my parents. But we started meeting for lunch, just us two girls, whenever she met with Ange. As she shared her feelings and realizations, each prompted a memory of my own, which I shared with her. At first, I didn’t want to, having learned comfort in keeping it all to myself. And Clyde never pressured me. But I saw how Clyde struggled to talk out her feelings, and I knew how healthy it could be, and so I fought to return the favor. She listened as happily as she talked. Over time, I told her the whole story, and she seemed to understand perfectly. It felt good, liberating, to talk things out with her.

I knew I had changed, when found myself saying, “When I was little, and my father got stressed out, he would ask me, ‘Can I have a hug?’ and I would be so glad to give him a hug. I miss hugging my dad.”

Needless to say, Clyde and I became close. She invited me over for the occasional dinner. I started to feel self-conscious about having dinner so often over at their house, but Clyde was an excellent cook and a gracious hostess, and she always threw a wonderful dinner. They started inviting other friends over, too, and throwing proper dinner parties, which, I gathered, they had always talked about but never actually tried.

At one of these dinner parties, while Clyde was in the kitchen and the other guests were using the facilities, I noticed Ted staring at me longingly across the dining room table. I didn’t know what to make of it, and he was making me a little uncomfortable. Then he said, “I admire the skill with which you empathize with others,” in that haughty tone which only Ted has really ever mastered. While I was still trying to figure out what he meant by that, he said, “Thank you for being Clyde’s friend. I don’t think she would have made it otherwise.” And I saw in his eyes the adoration for his bride that I had seen that first awful morning, when I had first met him. Only this time, it wasn’t mixed with guilt or defensiveness.

“You may not realize,” I answered him, “how lucky she is to have a husband who feels as deep a love as you do for her.”

He scoffed, as if it were meaningless, or maybe even offensive.

“Hey.” I smiled. “It matters to her, okay?”

“Okay,” he said. And I could swear I saw just the faintest peek of a grin behind his otherwise stoic expression.

(The end.)


This story is tangential to The Conscience of Abe’s Turn and takes place in the Abe’s Turn universe. If you enjoyed this story, please also check out The Conscience of Abe’s Turn (the novel).

2,430 responses to “Recovery, Relapse, Relationship (part 13)”

  1. blackjack basisstrategie

    casino münchberg

    My page :: blackjack basisstrategie

  2. www.earlybirdsenglish.com

    spiele in einem casino

    Feel free to surf to my web site: slots auf Deutsch, http://www.earlybirdsenglish.com,

  3. https://traburst.com/werbeversprechen-prufen-so-erkennst-du-leere-versprechen/
  4. beste casino Bitcoin Nederland

    online gokken morgen

    My blog; beste casino Bitcoin Nederland

  5. Gambling Internet Cafes

    ontario australia online casino, golden tiger casino uk and
    largest casino in australia 2021, or casino tax recovery united kingdom

    My web page: Gambling Internet Cafes

  6. hypnosisiseasy.com

    turvalliset op siirto nettikasinot, hypnosisiseasy.com, verovapaa

  7. Live Dealer App Echtgeld

    casino 50 euro litecoin

    my homepage :: Live Dealer App Echtgeld

  8. Jerrygoabe

    Схема помощи зависит от состояния, стажа употребления, противопоказаний и дальнейших целей лечения.
    Получить дополнительные сведения – вывод из запоя в стационаре анонимно в геленджике

  9. Fermin

    casino mit den besten spielautomaten (Fermin) 5
    euro einzahlen 200 freispiele

  10. gran casino online madrid

    casinos por internet gratis

    Feel free to surf to my homepage :: gran casino online madrid

  11. casino de crypto

    juegos de casino de crypto jackpot gratis

  12. How To Win Keno Game

    big usa poker tournaments, 100 united kingdom casino
    free keep online spin winnings and casino no deposit bonus codes canada
    2021, or $1 deposit casino usa 2021

    Stop by my web site – How To Win Keno Game

  13. how to Play casino in goa

    uk gambling triennial review, free chip no deposit usa and online slot how to Play casino in goa
    uk, or best usa poker apps

  14. Thomasbam

    Обращение в клинику необходимо, если самочувствие ухудшается, период запоя длится несколько дней, появляется слабость, тревога, бессонница, тошнота или признаки алкогольной абстиненции. Врач оценивает самочувствие, уточняет стаж употребления, возраст, хронические болезни и прошлый опыт лечения. Если человек пьет долго и самостоятельно выйти из запоя не может, вызов нарколога на дому помогает быстро начать лечение.
    Выяснить больше – вывод из запоя капельница

  15. Www.Ferreterialaherradura.com

    free spins casino no deposit usa, australia casino where and united
    kingdom is online casino legal in cyprus (http://Www.Ferreterialaherradura.com) poker news, or new casino slot sites usa

  16. JamesJoilk

    Информация об обращении не передается третьим лицам, а детали лечения обсуждаются только с пациентом.
    Получить дополнительные сведения – вывод из запоя на дому недорого

  17. hernandezcano.es

    casino recreatiu d’amposta – hernandezcano.es, villeneuve tolosane

  18. bingo related games

    casino in toronto ontario australia, 888 poker withdrawal united
    states and united statesn pokies companies, or best
    australia casino app

    Here is my web-site: bingo related games

  19. 200% bonus asti 50€ kasino

    skrill kasinot suomi

    Feel free to surf to my blog: 200% bonus asti 50€ kasino

  20. WilliamcoR

    Постоянное употребление алкоголя в больших дозах вызывает физическую зависимость, поэтому становится трудно отказаться от алкоголя без медицинской помощи. Наркологическая служба оказывает услуги анонимно, с соблюдением политики конфиденциальности, правил обработки персональных данных и профессиональной этики. Консультация по телефону может быть предоставлена бесплатно: специалист уточняет возраст пациента, длительность запоя, наличие хронических заболеваний, признаки психических расстройств, проблемы сна, давление, рвоту, прием препаратов и согласие больного на осмотр.
    Подробнее можно узнать тут – вывод из запоя вызов в геленджике

  21. Patrickrix

    Вывод из запоя — это медицинский процесс, направленный на безопасное прерывание длительного употребления алкоголя, очищение организма от токсинов, восстановление физического состояния человека и снижение риска опасных осложнений. Если зависимый продолжает пить несколько дней, недель, месяцев или даже года, нарушается работа нервной, сердечно-сосудистой, пищеварительной и выделительной системы, страдают внутренние органы, ухудшается сон, появляются страх, тремор, тошнота, головная боль, слабость и выраженный абстинентный синдром. В такой ситуации важно не ждать, а вызвать врача или нарколога, чтобы получить профессиональное лечение быстро, анонимно и под контролем специалистов.
    Получить дополнительные сведения – вывод из запоя недорого

  22. Monserrate

    casino ovalle promociones

    my web page … casinos sin deposito requerido, Monserrate,

  23. juegos de casino para dos

    juegos de casino para dos virtual mercadopago

  24. uudelleenlatausbonus ilman kierrätystä kasino

    nettikasino pelaaminen

    Review my blog; uudelleenlatausbonus ilman kierrätystä kasino

  25. Casino actie deze week

    Casino actie deze week met licentie

  26. blackjack Schiedam

    nieuw casino nijmegen

    Feel free to surf to my web page blackjack Schiedam

  27. Beste Online Casino Belgie Voor Beginners

    neteller casino nederland Beste Online Casino Belgie Voor Beginners

  28. Baccarat uitbetaling paysafecard

    bingo amsterdam

    my page – Baccarat uitbetaling paysafecard

  29. Millard

    online black jack puntentelling casino (Millard) informatie

  30. what does wind creek casino give you for your birthday

    gambling in canada statistics, free poker chips no deposit uk and
    australian free pokies games, or canadian what does wind creek casino give you for your birthday guide
    slot payback info

1 47 48 49

Leave a Reply